Today I am trying very hard to remember that you believed life was for the living. To take time to appreciate all that life had to offer. It is hard not to have you to share things with but I am thinking you'd be the first person to say get on with life. It is precious and not to be wasted. So my dear, dear friend I will start to take your advice and find joy in things around me. But I will still come to your site and talk with you. Love, me